Because I'm shit at apologies and it sounded really fucking retarded and it didn't even come close to showing you how much I fucking regret everything I said to you.
Well--! I don't care if it sounds retarded, just-- just if you're sorry it's fine! Cause I knew you weren't acting like you but I didn't know why, and I was scared!
It does mean something! And I wasn't scared of you, just-- Tieria was gonna kill you, you know? And you promised you'd do what he said and then you didn't, and he didn't believe me when I said it was probably just a virus cause I didn't even know how to explain why you were saying stuff like that, and if Mikaela wasn't on my side he really would have done it!
Fuck you, okay. I made a promise to Nena and I made a fucking promise to you. Even if I did fuck up with you, I don't break promises to my sister.
And that should have fucking clued you in. Next time, when Nena tells you something about me? Fucking listen to her because she knows me a hell of a lot better than you.
Is this about me killing people? Or about me killing people on camera? Because you don't seem to have a problem with the first one, as long as it's you I'm working for, right? You just point me in the right direction, and I can be your pet killer. Just don't get caught on camera, right? Because then I'd be giving you a bad name and the whole comm would realise that you're all killers like me.
Translation: He's really sorry, he wouldn't have done it normally, he regrets it all, but he doesn't want to sound like a pussy and have you make fun of him cause that'll just make him mad.
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Date: 2009-10-12 06:57 pm (UTC)From:I'm so sorry, sis, and like fuck that even means anything, but I am and I would never do that to you because you're all I fucking have but--
I just. I don't want you to ever be scared of me. And I can't even promise that you won't.
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Date: 2009-10-12 07:24 pm (UTC)From:At least you knew.
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Date: 2009-10-12 07:27 pm (UTC)From:I mean, I'll try, but I don't really want to have to, you know? Especially because it wasn't really you!
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Date: 2009-10-12 10:40 pm (UTC)From:And that should have fucking clued you in. Next time, when Nena tells you something about me? Fucking listen to her because she knows me a hell of a lot better than you.
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Date: 2009-10-12 10:45 pm (UTC)From:You're supposed to be convincing me that you're a rational individual that understands the implications of his actions.
Convince me.
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Date: 2009-10-12 10:32 pm (UTC)From:Oh for fuck's sake, Nena. I said help me. Like hell this is helping.