Because I'm shit at apologies and it sounded really fucking retarded and it didn't even come close to showing you how much I fucking regret everything I said to you.
Well--! I don't care if it sounds retarded, just-- just if you're sorry it's fine! Cause I knew you weren't acting like you but I didn't know why, and I was scared!
It does mean something! And I wasn't scared of you, just-- Tieria was gonna kill you, you know? And you promised you'd do what he said and then you didn't, and he didn't believe me when I said it was probably just a virus cause I didn't even know how to explain why you were saying stuff like that, and if Mikaela wasn't on my side he really would have done it!
Like I can help it. He just... acts all high and mighty, like he owns me or something, and says shit like 'you can be replaced' and it just pisses me the fuck off.
I may regret the shit that was said during that fucking virus, but I'm not begging at Tieria's feet.
Look, just do me a favour and talk to him. Please? Otherwise, he's gonna say something and I'm gonna flip my shit because he knows how to push every single one of my fucking buttons.
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Date: 2009-10-12 06:57 pm (UTC)From:I'm so sorry, sis, and like fuck that even means anything, but I am and I would never do that to you because you're all I fucking have but--
I just. I don't want you to ever be scared of me. And I can't even promise that you won't.
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Date: 2009-10-12 07:27 pm (UTC)From:I mean, I'll try, but I don't really want to have to, you know? Especially because it wasn't really you!
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